Being Ill

When you aren't ill, you forget what it's like to be ill. It is not nice. I dislike being ill. Thankfully, I am not very ill, but I do have a bunged up nose that makes me feel all stuffy, and it runs at the most annoying times. I also have a headache. If only I hadn't had to go to school on Friday. I would be find by now. Sigh. Life is so cruel.
Anyway, my braces insist upon giving me grief. I accidentaly bit one of the brackets off so it's irratating. I have to wear that stupid palet guard and it means I can't talk properly! You should have heard my attempt at saying "Arrive" in french. I could roll my "r"s as much as a snail can tap dance.
Ue is being such a b*tch. I mean seriously, Lizm leaves us on our own, fair enough, but then she doesn't return for what, two months? I don't blame her at all. It's the people on UE. I mean they disagree with everything. And then they say we're power hungry. It's not easy. Somedays I think of just throwing in the hat and leaving, y'know? Ue is a little too consuming.
My webcomicing is good right now, I manage to keep up with Scary Go Round, Wigu and Cat and girl. I think I'll start on Bob the Angry flower. Riaz keeps telling me to read it but I am too lazy.
I went to Lana's party on Thursday. It was uber cool. If only I hadn't been so ill at the time. Serves me right for climbing trees in the garden instead of watch CBBC.
I also joined Go club. I am so proud. I mean, I suck at it, but I can play it! And that's what's important right?

Now here is my dilema. I know this girl, let's call her "A." So last year, A and my good friend had a fall out and I didn't want anything to do with her. It was a pretty serious fall out. Except this year she hasn't got any friends and she wants to be mine. Now I would pretend last year hadn't happend, except the thing is, she drives me nuts. One of these days I am just going to shake her till she stops talking. Seriously. She makes me feel like ripping my arm off so I can have something to hit her with. So 1. not good for my blood pressure, 2. Not good for her, 3. Not good for me, I mean what if I yell at her and she says I am bullying her! The thing is, I wouldn't have to yell at her if she wasn't so in my face. If she left me alone I could pretend she didn't exist. But she has this idea I like her. I don't want to be mean. Really I don't. But It's just a lose-lose situation I guess. And then there's my party coming up which should be most awsome, but she wants in on it. I know for a fact several people wont show up if she is there including some of my best friends. So what do I do? I invite her and get a tiny turn out, also go mad with frustration and most likely slap her, or I don't and feel like a bad person.

I have such a strong concience. Sometimes I wish it would sleep for a while.