So Id ecided I wouldn't read the Virgin Suicides, I would savour it, read one page every now and then, enjoy it through prolonging it. Obviously this didn't work. Not even a little. I am approx half way through the book and the thing hasn't even started! Well then again, I can't wait forever, but that is besides the point. I was meant to wait and then read the book. Sigh. I am such a weak person. I should never get addicted to anything because I wont be able to stop...
Damn Neopets. I had so much money, then it all just dissappeared! It's so unfair. Anyway, I am reading the Virgin Suicides. I have just gotted past the bit about Lux's promiscuity. It's really compelling!
Gah, it's raining outside. I mean when isn't it? It has totally been raining all day. It's like being underwater. Seriously.
My brace is killing me. The damn wire has come out and is attacking the sides of my mouth. It hurts like anything! I blame someone else. Probably the orthodontist. It really hurts! Then again, it's my fault for trying to eat a school fish finger. Seriously, the things are lead coated.
I try to soften them in vinegar.
Today was ok, I met Miss Draper, she seems pretty cool. That's what I like about our language teachers, they really are intersted in the subject, it's fun to talk to them about it. I learnt a couple of phrases and when I went on Friendsabroad.com I had got pleanty of emails. I emailed them all back, but because of the time difference they probably wont get theirs for a while. It's too bad really. Anyway, I shall reply to them tomorrow.
Yum, Jelly.
Mmm.
Finished eating Jelly. Twas as good as I imagined it.
This morning I woke up and I just knew I had had a great dream. I can't remember the damn thing though. I feel like my entire life is waking up and feeling like I have lost something. It's odd.
Must quell urge to go upstairs and read The Virgin Suicides.
Ok, I think I am stable.
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Sarah the Umpire
Today could have been totally awful. Actually it was pretty bad, but it could have been worse.
First thing, I get up and don't feel at all revitalised. Anyway, that's not really a point at all, I rarely feel revitalised. So I eat breakfast and then it becomes apparent I have far too much breakfast and don't stand a chance of eating it all. But I try and then I feel sick, but I still have to have my hot chocolate which my mom practically forces onto me. After this I try to quickly brush my teeth and pack my bag which I should of course have done the night before but didn't, so sue me. I finish brushing my teeth, and then feel sick. So I go to the toilet to throw up, but while I am in the toilet, mom doesn't know what I am doing so assumes I am watching TV. I could watch TV, I have no doubts that watching TV is better than regurgitation my breakfast, but I wasn't. Anyway, then I have to stuff all my things in my bag and hope. So I get to school and we have PE first thing, luckily I forge a note from my mom, I was ill and my teacher doesn't make me do the run, but she makes me change and go outside where it is so cold you wouldn't believe it and I do believe I lost several digits to the cold. Anyway, I umpired the rounders match which was ok, but as I had a sore throat from the cold I mentioned yesterday it wasn't so good. This is because Miss Steadman kept asking me to yell things like " No ball high" or " Out at first". On a regular day, no problem, with a sore throat, this poses a problem. So I yell my throat hoarse and finish PE. Could have been worse.
Next thing, I have english which should have been good, but because Mrs Parks hates us all, it was terrible. I could have sat and drawn dots on my page and had a better time. Then it was spanish which was actually quite good, except thanks to my cold, my reading was abysmal. I think everyone hates me to answering all the questions but whatever. Not like I mind. In fact it kinda makes life more interesting. Anyway, then at lunchtime, I was meant to meet Kat so that we could finish our RE. I had two lunchtimes to do it, and it was in for this afternoon, so I wait for her, because she has the information, and she doesn't come. I run all around the school looking for her but she still doesn't come, and I eventually just do it myself. With five minutes of lunch to go, I find her. She was doing her biology homework. Which was also in for this after-friggin-noon. Of course I haven't eaten, nevermind done my homework so I have to scribble it down in registration. Luckily she didn't check it. So again Could have been worse. In biology, I got attacked my tiny men in my stomach, poking my gut with pins. I don't know why they were doing this but it was very mean. It hurt. Alot
Last period I had chemistry. Kat seemed a little dead, and Mr Jones seemed intent on making us write everything ever. It was a very long hour. And I wanted to sleep after it. But no, I had to go to the Entertainer, walk to the Entertainer, to hand in my brother's application form. And guess what? It's raining. So I meet Alex, and he, Kim and I walk up in the rain. We hand in the form and I buy the Virgin Suicides which I have wanted for ages, and I also give a deposit for HPHBP. There's apparently going to be a party at midnight which should be fun.
Anyway, then I call mom, and we wait, in the rain for her to arrive. Sadly, Alex steals my umbrella so I get wet. Lucky me. Thankfully we only have to stand their for about 15 minutes before we get picked up and taken to our nice warm homes. What a heart warming tale of bravery and rain. Not to forget the teeny tiny men.
First thing, I get up and don't feel at all revitalised. Anyway, that's not really a point at all, I rarely feel revitalised. So I eat breakfast and then it becomes apparent I have far too much breakfast and don't stand a chance of eating it all. But I try and then I feel sick, but I still have to have my hot chocolate which my mom practically forces onto me. After this I try to quickly brush my teeth and pack my bag which I should of course have done the night before but didn't, so sue me. I finish brushing my teeth, and then feel sick. So I go to the toilet to throw up, but while I am in the toilet, mom doesn't know what I am doing so assumes I am watching TV. I could watch TV, I have no doubts that watching TV is better than regurgitation my breakfast, but I wasn't. Anyway, then I have to stuff all my things in my bag and hope. So I get to school and we have PE first thing, luckily I forge a note from my mom, I was ill and my teacher doesn't make me do the run, but she makes me change and go outside where it is so cold you wouldn't believe it and I do believe I lost several digits to the cold. Anyway, I umpired the rounders match which was ok, but as I had a sore throat from the cold I mentioned yesterday it wasn't so good. This is because Miss Steadman kept asking me to yell things like " No ball high" or " Out at first". On a regular day, no problem, with a sore throat, this poses a problem. So I yell my throat hoarse and finish PE. Could have been worse.
Next thing, I have english which should have been good, but because Mrs Parks hates us all, it was terrible. I could have sat and drawn dots on my page and had a better time. Then it was spanish which was actually quite good, except thanks to my cold, my reading was abysmal. I think everyone hates me to answering all the questions but whatever. Not like I mind. In fact it kinda makes life more interesting. Anyway, then at lunchtime, I was meant to meet Kat so that we could finish our RE. I had two lunchtimes to do it, and it was in for this afternoon, so I wait for her, because she has the information, and she doesn't come. I run all around the school looking for her but she still doesn't come, and I eventually just do it myself. With five minutes of lunch to go, I find her. She was doing her biology homework. Which was also in for this after-friggin-noon. Of course I haven't eaten, nevermind done my homework so I have to scribble it down in registration. Luckily she didn't check it. So again Could have been worse. In biology, I got attacked my tiny men in my stomach, poking my gut with pins. I don't know why they were doing this but it was very mean. It hurt. Alot
Last period I had chemistry. Kat seemed a little dead, and Mr Jones seemed intent on making us write everything ever. It was a very long hour. And I wanted to sleep after it. But no, I had to go to the Entertainer, walk to the Entertainer, to hand in my brother's application form. And guess what? It's raining. So I meet Alex, and he, Kim and I walk up in the rain. We hand in the form and I buy the Virgin Suicides which I have wanted for ages, and I also give a deposit for HPHBP. There's apparently going to be a party at midnight which should be fun.
Anyway, then I call mom, and we wait, in the rain for her to arrive. Sadly, Alex steals my umbrella so I get wet. Lucky me. Thankfully we only have to stand their for about 15 minutes before we get picked up and taken to our nice warm homes. What a heart warming tale of bravery and rain. Not to forget the teeny tiny men.
Monday, April 25, 2005
Being Ill
When you aren't ill, you forget what it's like to be ill. It is not nice. I dislike being ill. Thankfully, I am not very ill, but I do have a bunged up nose that makes me feel all stuffy, and it runs at the most annoying times. I also have a headache. If only I hadn't had to go to school on Friday. I would be find by now. Sigh. Life is so cruel.
Anyway, my braces insist upon giving me grief. I accidentaly bit one of the brackets off so it's irratating. I have to wear that stupid palet guard and it means I can't talk properly! You should have heard my attempt at saying "Arrive" in french. I could roll my "r"s as much as a snail can tap dance.
Ue is being such a b*tch. I mean seriously, Lizm leaves us on our own, fair enough, but then she doesn't return for what, two months? I don't blame her at all. It's the people on UE. I mean they disagree with everything. And then they say we're power hungry. It's not easy. Somedays I think of just throwing in the hat and leaving, y'know? Ue is a little too consuming.
My webcomicing is good right now, I manage to keep up with Scary Go Round, Wigu and Cat and girl. I think I'll start on Bob the Angry flower. Riaz keeps telling me to read it but I am too lazy.
I went to Lana's party on Thursday. It was uber cool. If only I hadn't been so ill at the time. Serves me right for climbing trees in the garden instead of watch CBBC.
I also joined Go club. I am so proud. I mean, I suck at it, but I can play it! And that's what's important right?
Now here is my dilema. I know this girl, let's call her "A." So last year, A and my good friend had a fall out and I didn't want anything to do with her. It was a pretty serious fall out. Except this year she hasn't got any friends and she wants to be mine. Now I would pretend last year hadn't happend, except the thing is, she drives me nuts. One of these days I am just going to shake her till she stops talking. Seriously. She makes me feel like ripping my arm off so I can have something to hit her with. So 1. not good for my blood pressure, 2. Not good for her, 3. Not good for me, I mean what if I yell at her and she says I am bullying her! The thing is, I wouldn't have to yell at her if she wasn't so in my face. If she left me alone I could pretend she didn't exist. But she has this idea I like her. I don't want to be mean. Really I don't. But It's just a lose-lose situation I guess. And then there's my party coming up which should be most awsome, but she wants in on it. I know for a fact several people wont show up if she is there including some of my best friends. So what do I do? I invite her and get a tiny turn out, also go mad with frustration and most likely slap her, or I don't and feel like a bad person.
I have such a strong concience. Sometimes I wish it would sleep for a while.
Anyway, my braces insist upon giving me grief. I accidentaly bit one of the brackets off so it's irratating. I have to wear that stupid palet guard and it means I can't talk properly! You should have heard my attempt at saying "Arrive" in french. I could roll my "r"s as much as a snail can tap dance.
Ue is being such a b*tch. I mean seriously, Lizm leaves us on our own, fair enough, but then she doesn't return for what, two months? I don't blame her at all. It's the people on UE. I mean they disagree with everything. And then they say we're power hungry. It's not easy. Somedays I think of just throwing in the hat and leaving, y'know? Ue is a little too consuming.
My webcomicing is good right now, I manage to keep up with Scary Go Round, Wigu and Cat and girl. I think I'll start on Bob the Angry flower. Riaz keeps telling me to read it but I am too lazy.
I went to Lana's party on Thursday. It was uber cool. If only I hadn't been so ill at the time. Serves me right for climbing trees in the garden instead of watch CBBC.
I also joined Go club. I am so proud. I mean, I suck at it, but I can play it! And that's what's important right?
Now here is my dilema. I know this girl, let's call her "A." So last year, A and my good friend had a fall out and I didn't want anything to do with her. It was a pretty serious fall out. Except this year she hasn't got any friends and she wants to be mine. Now I would pretend last year hadn't happend, except the thing is, she drives me nuts. One of these days I am just going to shake her till she stops talking. Seriously. She makes me feel like ripping my arm off so I can have something to hit her with. So 1. not good for my blood pressure, 2. Not good for her, 3. Not good for me, I mean what if I yell at her and she says I am bullying her! The thing is, I wouldn't have to yell at her if she wasn't so in my face. If she left me alone I could pretend she didn't exist. But she has this idea I like her. I don't want to be mean. Really I don't. But It's just a lose-lose situation I guess. And then there's my party coming up which should be most awsome, but she wants in on it. I know for a fact several people wont show up if she is there including some of my best friends. So what do I do? I invite her and get a tiny turn out, also go mad with frustration and most likely slap her, or I don't and feel like a bad person.
I have such a strong concience. Sometimes I wish it would sleep for a while.
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